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Name: dani
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Birthday: 3/5/1930
Gender: Female
Interests: music. writing, blogging. trying not to act emo. making fun of japanese boybands. being sarcastic and depressing.
Expertise: acting like I care when I really don't.
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  shyrendora
Member Since:
5/2/2005
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I probably won't be updating, but I'll be around ;)
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man I am teh lamezorz.
sometimes I just feel like nothing's real. Like someday I'm going to open my eyes and see that everything is different, that I've just been living in my head, in a dream.
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oh, xanga. how I neglect you.
the thing is, life sorta sucks at this moment in time. my vagina is bleeding and I'm failing high school. not that life doesn't suck just in general; but lately it seems to suck more than is usual.
eh I just read this wonderful book called Boy Meets Boy. it's quite wonderful. I think everyone should read it. unless you are homophobic, in which case you would probably cringe and sorts. but seriously. I have found few books in this world which I think are truly, truly great, and which I can read over and over and still love every time. but I think this book has the potential to be one.
I have no other news. my life sucks butt and I would like to die. and I would also like to graduate high school, but I suppose that's too much to wish for, seeing as my teachers are all a bunch of scummy twats.
I do not see the point of existing.
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Like you were in a porcelain dream
Hit the light out and pull me back inside
Cleaner parts for the delicate queen
She's been broken by me too many times
So kneel, never bored beside her throne
Polluted water that's keeping me warm
So feel as I twist her out of shape
I've had these wings kept in me too long
Sink deeper as I clean her
No mirror can catch our reflection no more
Cover up all the scars that seem to be singing to me softly
Come around watch her crawling into me as she slowly comes undone
Feel her tongue as it presses deep into me
And then licks my heart clean
Took a long time to fix her and now that she's whole
I'm gonna break her again
We feel so safe 'cause there's nothing that's confusing
So lead the way, come and teach me, all around us...
Skin peels, then it heals
How I need it to bleed when she digs in her teeth
But don't fear, it's not real
And this warmth is all I ever want to feel
She's the one that's taking control, control
Of the world I own and
She's the one that makes me belong, belong
When she comes, she comes for me
Into me, in my dreams
And I just can't let it go
And I come alive
When my mind dissolves all I've ever known
And I drip, I drip, I drip it onto you
Again and again
I neglect xanga cause livejournal has porn. so there. | | |
| I don't know if anyone here frequents uncyclopedia.org, aka the greatest website ever to be made. one of my favorite entries in particular: Vagina among its mentioned uses are: -an unendless hole -place to put weed -hand warmer and my personal favorite: -Uruha's secret hiding place just that last one killed me. to death. (because it's probably true.) I'm sick, just wasting time at home. la dee da... | | |
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